The 6th year of your passing and i really would like to add another story about you, however i am finding it so difficult this year. 💔 So many memories are being made without you and it hurts so much  that you are not part of them. The photos without you in, the conversations without you, your name is no longer mentioned and everyone continues on with their lives , Mums with their sons i watch from afar with Intense envy, as they don't realise what  a wonderful gift they have just as i didn't until you were gone. I am so so sorry Joel !!!!!!!😭😭😭  i couldn't save you and i feel that guilt every single day, your mum was unable to protect you from this evil disease and i will never ever forgive myself for that. You had so much to live for and still to do that others take for granted without a second thought. We have both been robbed my beautiful son of so many things. My love for you will never fade as your mum I will never forget our precious moments together and i will treasure every single memory until my last breathe.🌠🕯